I remember back in the old days(a year and a half ago, pre-baby) I had a "Groove", you know, a rhythm. I knew how my day would go. I hiked in the morning, headed to the gym to meet my sister Amy, went home and had an hour to shower and be to my REAL job until 9:00. I had a schedule. I prayed morning and night and read my scriptures. It was only myself that I had to worry about.
Now my new AND much more improved life, I have 3 people besides myself to worry about and take care of! Now I am not in the least bit complaining about my life! I love it! And I cant wait until I have more little people to take care of, but I have seemed to have lost my " Groove"!
My days are no longer scheduled out. I don't really know what to expect from day to day. It seems as though I don't have enough time in the day to be honest, But I know that I am slacking on some of the important things I need to do for myself to be the parent and person that I SO want to be!
Is it just me? or have other people had this problem? I am working on setting some goals so I can eventually return to some sort of "groove".
Until then, I wont even pretend I have it all TOGETHER. But I sure am trying!
ahhhh I love my crazy and unpredictable life.
